Thinking away...

I am thinking away now, from last night until today...I am not really myself....I am thinking hard and carefully...

I wondered why it is so hard to tell the truth? If everybody tells the truth, it would be easier for everyone, right? But somehow, nobody likes to tell the truth. Everybody likes to run away from the fact. We are always afraid that the person might feel hurt, shocked, to hear what you are trying to tell them...

I am somehow facing this dilemma now. I am not sure whether I should tell the truth or not. I am afraid that I might not have a chance to say it once it passed. Knowing the fact that once you have passed the point of no return, you will be regretting that you did not grasp that moment, and let that moment passed just like that. Why it is so hard to tell somebody that you love them and care for them?

What should I do???

My thoughts

I am really sick of accounts already. But, i have to take it just to please my parents. I felt that it is not my interest, after so many months of studying it. I am not sure whether i can take 3 papers of CAT in June. I just don't like the subject much. But since i am left with no choice, i guess i need to strive on no matter what happens. Everybody thinks that i am great that i have an ambition to be an accountant, but i am sorry to tell you that this is not my real dream. Whether i can succeed in this dream or not, it is still a complete misery to me.