Roll Call in Damai at 10.30 pm on Tuesday night...
Wearing a knee-length shorts entering the Bilik Rehat with Shenny, there sat the usual gang, ying, soma and sherene... there sat also a few fanatic seniors with their stupid looks... then there was this sudden announcement... "Orang yang berpakainan tidak sopan, sila pergi tukar baju sekarang!" Thinking that I wore a very decent attire already, this stupid bitch came up to me and said, "You, pergi tukar sekarang!" Okay, I gave you face this time, I went up and changed to my usual track bottoms that I wore for PJ classes.
After hearing the usual "teguran" like cleanliness... BLAH BLAH BLAH... It once again touched the sensitive issue again... CLOTHING! Come on la, be more open-minded... it is not that we dresseed up inapproapriately also... It is normal that we nons, wear blouse and skirt to classes everyday. What is you are so care-busy? IT IS ABSOLUTE NO BUSINESS OF YOURS TO TELL ME HOW ISHOULD DRESS UP!!! I AM NOT YOUR BARBIE DOLL!!! I AM ELIZABETH LIM MAY KUAN!!! AND I SHALL DRESS WHAT I WANT AND WHAT I LIKE!!! And for your information, my skirts are all from G2000 which is completely office wear. Come on la, woman!!! I am dressing decently enough already. I am dressing like an aunty... what more you want from me?
Then, there is this activity that we have to attend this Saturday...and we as Damaians are supposed to wear black. Okay, fine with me... Then, this stupid bitch asked me to stand up and pointed at my trackbottoms and said that my trackbottoms is not allowed!!! HEY, WOMAN, WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM? YOUR DOG? WHICH I HAVE TO OBEY TO YOUR SILLY RULES? Why do you have a problem with everything I wear, is it? I think the only way that I can please her is by wearing a tudung and wearing layers and layers of clothes... STUPID BITCH!!! Damn annoying!!!
I don't understand why the malays here are so very close-minded. I remembered all my malay teachers during my school day are super modernized and are as cool as us... THESE BITCHES... BOT EVEN REACHING 30, ALREADY ACTING LIKE SOMEONE THAT ARE 70 YEARS OLD!!! I miss AMC, Pn Chew, Pn Lin, my friends...
I have already accepted that this is their culture, but there is simply no reason for them to cross over my culture and implement their culture on me!!! They absolutely have no right to do so! What's wrong with being stylish and appealing? Is that a crime? What is that? That is my own style, you have no rights to comment on it. They have just challenged me using verbal abuse, human rights abuse...
Now, I am beginning to wonder... if I have gone to Sunway in the first place, I need not have to face all these discriminations and probably I have already got myself a boyfriend... Too late to regret for I have past the point of no return... if only I can turn back time...
