Sunday, November 28, 2010

The dilemma of a child



The worst thing that can ever happen to a child is when he or she sees their parents fought and there is no solution in it. The child stood in the middle of the fight, not knowing what to do, helpless, angry that why this situation is happening to her instead of somebody else. In her heart, she questioned herself, “Why me?”, “Why my family?”… She paused a moment to think, perhaps she has not been a good girl lately, that is why God punishes her for her misbehavior. She begins to do her prayers consistently, with a sincere heart and clear intentions… all she wants is her family to be united again…
But do the parents know what the little girl is doing… for pete’s sake, they don’t even bother of what she is doing, all they care in the world is themselves, their work, their life. They are so wrapped up with their own problems that they forgotten about the little girl they had… Her feelings are at a breaking point… but nobody cares and knows about it. Adults always think that they have the most problems in the world. They avenge their children to let out the feeling of dissatisfaction in them. They only know that they are sad, their needs are not met… but what happened to the children?
When the little girl’s prayers are not answered, the little girl has somehow lose faith in God. There is nobody to help her now, not even hugging her teddy bear will give her comfort now. She searched desperately for a warm hand to lead her back to the right path… but there is just nobody. She is left alone in darkness… waiting…
The waiting kills her… in her frustration and loneliness; she kills herself… looking at the rush of blood make her calm… for dying holds no pain to her… the waiting finally ends…

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