2nd week in IPIK

Classes were starting on the second week and we were still a bit blur about everything like where to go for our lectures and things like that. Out of so many lecturers, I like Dr Herani, Mr Chang and Pn Ros best. At least, these are the few classes that i won't fall asleep. Hahaha! Well, for me, IPIK is still ok despite of all the rules and regulations they have here. I hate to have hostel orientation again because we could only sleep at 1 someting every night. We were so deprived from sleep, and that makes us dizzy and tired for the next day's lecture. Sigh. Thank god all of these were over for now.

Our seniours were very good to us too. Ashley invited out for lunch on Tuesday. We (Hui Ying, Rachel, Huey Jci and I) got the priviledge to go out in his MYV. It was so good to eat chinese food again. I miss all the food when i come to this college. Last time, i can get any food i want. Now, i will need to walk a distance just to get a taste of chinese food. Sigh! I am definitely going out with all my friends and teachers during the August break. How fun it would be to see Pn Chew and Pn Lin again.

On Friday, 5 of us went out to TESCO which was within walking distance from our college. We bought a lot of things, too many until we found it hard to carry it back afterwards. We need to stop a taxi to get us back to IPIK. We got cheated by the axi driver. He took us one big round and charging us twice the amount. I guess this would be a little lesson for us.. not to trust anyone outside.

On Saturday, about 8 of us went to shop at Mid Valley. I never thought that it would take us such a long time just to get there. You need to take a bus, a LRT, a Komuter, only then you can reached Mid Valley. We spent like only a few hours there only. HAIZ! We akways ended up.. confused.. how to go back to the college? Thank god Alliah was there.. if not, i am not sure how all of us are going to do that.

That's about all about my little adventure with my friends in IPIK.

Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining

I have been in Institute Perguruan Ilmu Khas for a week. Wow, my first impression was "I can't stand this place, i will just behaved and make sure that i go home safely during the weekends". Well, if you were me, you probably will think the same way as i do because the seniors were so harshed and unfriendly at first. When they opened their mouth, all they did was scold, scold and more scolding. Well, if you were wrong, getting scolded by people was fine.. but sometimes they really did scold us for no good reason. They seemed to be enjoying it.. bullying us while we cried on each other shoulders and regretted that we had came to this awful and horrible place. Our orientation was really TOUGH! It was the first time i attended this kind of orientation. Most of the orientation were supposed to have fun together but well.. we were not.. for the first, two days. It was like rushing here and rushing there. Skipping breakfast, lunch and dinner.. first time i ever did that. No time to sleep and no time to visit the toilet also. We were working like a robot who only gets 3 hours rest everyday and it was so tiring. For the first, two days, all i wanted was to go home. I wanted to leave this awful place. But, after a few more days, i found that it wasn't that bad afterall. We began to have some games with our seniors and i really enjoyed playing with them. Some of them were really pretty nice and friendly like Rajawesri, Dominic, Edward, Shan, Swee Peng, Sim, Catherina and etc. They were really super nice. My room mate was very nice to me as well. Her name was Chek Ee and she was realy helpful and friendly. She always makes me feel better whenever i came back down and depressed. Yesterday, Hui Ying, Rachel and i headed to Jusco Maluri to get a few things. We had a tremendous time together. I also meet a lot of super nice friends besides them like Lydia, Huey Jci, Felicia, 'Sofy', Sharene, Malini and lots.. ( i still couldn't remember all their names :( ). We went out with the seniors last night to have dinner. Found out a lot of good tips from them and it was really nice to get to know them.
I have no regrets now.. i think i have made a right choice.. Everything ends well.. Hope for the best and never gives up!

What is the meaning of LIFE?

We often thought that we are less fortunate than others. We always like to compare ourselves with someone which seems more fortunate than us. We like nothing but to compare all the time, never knowing the truth. The truth is we are the more fortunate ones. We are more fortunate compared to a lot of people. We have a family, friends, food, clothes, home and education. Not many people can have that.

I am touching on friendship today. Companions are so great. They bring happiness, sadness and hope into our life. Sometimes, we may disagreed on something or another, but if you think in a greater detail, they have made your life more colourful.

If i don't have friends, i may have been a different person today. I may have a business like attitude, cold eyes, using mechanical words in my conversations, and never thought of other people's feelings. I may not learn how to feel, to be moved by little gestures and that will make me into some kind of human robot, where there are no love for one another.

Having friends around me mademe change those attitude. I learn to laugh, to share happiness and sadness together. I have a most wonderful time to love my friends and to be loved by them. It made my life filled with more contentment and happiness.

If i ever can love and to be loved by someone, i am glad that i was born. Friendship Forever.

What does LOVE means to you?

Love is the most powerful thing in the world. It has good effects as well as its side effects. It can either make a person very happy or ruin a person's happiness. So, how can we define love?

There are all kinds of love in this world.. sibling's love, mother's love, father's love, boyfriend and girlfriend's love and etc.

Some people misused love and use it to take advantage of the person for many reasons. Probably the person is very rich and is able to give he or she lots of benefits. That is a wicked way to love someone. Though it is wicked, it is happening every second in our daily life.

Many a times, money is more important than love. For example, you won't possibly date a person that is much poorer than you. You would rather go on a date with some rich guys. But according to principles, this is not right. However, this is the reality.

If we truly love someone, we will do anything to make them happy. We can never bare to see them unhappy. But sometimes, our so called routine work tends to tear away our relationship with our loved ones. We are too stress to even think about them. And as the time goes by, you will forget your loved one by and by. Your loved ones become such a new stranger to you. That is one of the reasons why there are so many divorce happening in our society today.

If we just spend a few hours a day with our family, i'm sure this will bring down the ascending cases of divorce in our society.

Work is important, but always remember your family comes first.

Keep Bleeding Love

Closed off from love

I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melted into the ground

Found something true

And everyone's looking 'round

Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding I keep,

keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater

Than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I'm going crazy

Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it's draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see

I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding I keep,

keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I don't know why i loved this song very much. Leona Lewis is a great singer. She has a high vocal and her voice is simply unique and sexy. This song reminds me of a lot of things. Girls can be so easily influenced by boys and do anything for the particular boy. If i am just sitting on a bench, witnessing the whole event, i would have thought that the girl is acting quite silly and ridiculous. But, if i am in the girl's shoes, i probably wouldn't think that it is silly, maybe i think that love worthed every single thing. We would do so much for one that we loved, even when your loved ones break your heart. Your love is beyond measure. That's why keep bleeding love is a good song. It is a reminder to us that we should not over loved our loved ones.. and it is also a reminder to remind us to appreaciate our loved ones. Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love.